It is not my first time to fall in love, but I know this last one is different. She changed me into something better I haven’t noticed. Everyone notices my changes, I become more focus now and leave my bad habits behind. I want to change myself for my love, and I will take risks just for her and gave everything i can. She deserves everything in the world. Many times I want to surrender life, but she was there to make me believe that real love exists. There are times I want to give up, but she gave me reasons not to. I love to be with her; she gave bright to my world. She is there when no one offers a hand. I was devastated once, betrayed by my ex-girlfriend before. I trusted her like no one else, told her all my plans and dreams in life. She became my world, and my life only turns to her. She is the reason why I rebel against my family. I choose her more than them. Perhaps its right, mothers know best. She told me about her before, but I did not listen. I decide to follow my heart. I have stopped my dreams in life and follow her. Her happiness is mine too, and no matter how much pain I had, it will relieve with her smile. I thought she is happy with me, but she didn’t. She had used me for her own selfishness, and that’s hurt me a lot. My world fell apart when she cheated on me, she is with the guy almost in our relationship and keeps it a secret. They have looked me a fool, and that was frustrating. I haven’t made any revenge.
My life becomes sad and boring after our break up. I go home and ask for forgiveness from my parents. Maybe they were right, and I was hard-headed not to believe. I got a hard time moving on before, every night I spend on drinking and smoking. I got my hair long, and sometimes, isolated myself in the room. My family was so worried about me, I know I am a burden, but I don’t know how to begin my life again. I want to end it, but I pity my parents, they were too old, and don’t know if they could handle my death. And so I decided to move away from the place. I want to breathe a refreshing air. I go to London to start again. It was hard for me, I say. I still struggle and face difficulties. Until I met a lady that made my life alive again. She is a London escort. And indeed beautiful. She is very confident in life and made me smile almost every day. She is there to support me, and help me get over. Eventually, I woke up finding myself happy and no pain. I know I am ready to fall in love again. I am deeply madly in love with a London escort